John, I don't have any experience with CPAP, so I can't address that. But i want to say I'm praying for you to find a solution and make peace with something that can actually help you. Hang in there.
Hate it more than being overweight?I DO NOT LIKE BEING TOLD TO DO SOMETHING I DON'T WANT TO DO. it makes me angry and the more it bothers me the more i won't do it. YEA I SOUND LIKE A BIG KID, but i have been this way my whole life. and the fact that now that the surgeon knows i have the machine, there is no surgery if i don't use it. so i am sure it is all me and not the machine, but i just hate using it.
Hate it more than being overweight?
Hate it more than suffering the effects of diabetes?
Hate it more than your suffering knees?
Hate it more than being short of breath?
Hate it more than not being able to get down on the floor to work on your Spyder?
Hate it more than the thought of living the rest of your life in physical suffering?
Hate it more than the thought of an early death caused by all your physical problems plus the lack of oxygen to your brain as a result of sleep apnea?
Think long and hard about it, John. Life is often full of choices between undesirable options and giving in often brings tremendous relief.
Your surgeon is not telling you what you have to do. He is telling you what the path is to having a better life. He's not telling you what you have to do. He's telling you what your options are.
John, sometimes life hands us a :cus: sandwich, and we have no choice but to eat it! I'm pulling for you man. I wish the best for you. I want to see you have the surgery. God bless you.
Keeping our fingers crossed for you! Having to try several to find the one that really works is not at all unusual. Some poor folks have had to try close to a dozen before they found the right one.well i just got the 4th mask i ordered for the CCRAP machine. this one covers your whole nose with a lot of head straps, but nothing goes into your nose like the other nasal CCRAP one i have. i tried it on and it is pretty comfortable so far, so tonight will tell how i feel
http://www.cpap.com/productpage/wisp-nasal-cpap-mask-fit-pack-pr.html