C'mon people, give her a break!! While those of us who may be a tad older & crankier have a little more experience to call upon & may know otherwise, until it happens to you it's bloody hard to say how
anyone is going to react when faced with taking someone else's life!! And that's especially the case when it's going to happen right there in front of you, not somewhere way out there at the end of a rifle sight or any other type of remote sensing device!! :yikes: And you hafta remember that there's a lot of 'media spin' floating around out there atm, especially with regard to Cops & shootings!!
Still, she was faced with a bloody difficult & really
IN HER FACE choice & in moments like that, it
can seem to stretch out forever & seem like your whole life (or potential future) flashes before your eyes - and she has also seen what it means for the people & family on both sides of the equation with her exposure to what other Cops & their families have faced & from having to tell families that their loved ones are dead; plus she's seen all the trauma & vilification that the media invariably dumps on the 'big bad cops' who make the other choice; so 'in the heat of the moment' she chose to leave her weapon out of it!! :shocked:
Hard choice, bloody hard really, but it was hers to make
in that moment, not mine, not anyone else's, so I can't really claim the right to judge her - but honestly, I think she made a far tougher & braver choice than many of us here would've been able to make at that time & under those conditions. She chose to leave her weapon un-fired when it could've made things a whole lot easier for her
IN THAT MOMENT,
but she considered the long term effects that pulling the trigger would have upon herself, her family, & the community as a whole, so she took the beating instead!! Brave Lady!! Very brave Lady!! I doubt I would've been able to do that then, &
that I can say with some certainty, cos while there have been times when I've chosen to remove the threat for whatever reason, there has also been a time when I took a beating to protect someone else & to give them a chance & yeah, I ended up in hospital for it; but what she did under those conditions, I doubt I could've been that strong & I probably would've pulled the trigger with little thought for the longer term/greater repercussions.

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So I salute her for making the choice she did in that moment, even if it wasn't the choice I would've made, just like I salute & respect every other LEO & Service person out there for the millions of extremely hard & brave choices they make on my behalf every single day!! :bowdown: (where's the 'salute' emoji when you want it??)